Dejected again.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 4:17 PM

Maybe... I'm not cut out for driving... But I'm willing to try again, this time using my own money. Hur... I feel like curling up and die in a corner. I feel like crying until my tears turned to blood. What's done is done. Just have to try again.
This song makes me feel better :)
Listen to it.


The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Labels: driving, emo, song, test

Hatred for Driving...

Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 3:44 AM

I failed my traffic police driving test on 13th May... Haven't even go out of circuit, I have been awarded with 1 immediate failure and 28 demerit points. All because of vertical parking. I panicked and spaced out when doing it. All my fault. How stupid can I be? I already did so well for my practice before the test. And I fucked up on vertical parking??? I thought I can pass this damn driving thing and get on with my life. But nooo, I have to come back again to take the test again and more practices as well. I really hate driving. hate. hate. hatred for it. But, I hate myself even more. How weak and stupid I am. Very.

I must pass the next test. If not, I will go commit suicide already...

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Thank you Moo, WeiLeng and Joshua for coming down to BBDC to see me after the test as a surprise. Sorry that I let you all saw me at my worst.

Labels: driving, emo, panic, sad, stress

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